Friday, 25 November 2022

Alone and Down

I can’t handle being alone . 

This empty house that waits for me

Im so scared when I open the door

The cold the stillness the isolation is raw.


I can’t see a way out soon, as I reach the twilight of my moon 


It is hard to take my time to find to me someone I love, my destiny.


This desolate existence is to some  a way of life

But to me it’s just a reason to slit my wrists , with a knife 


This cruel world awaits my fate

Nobody cares , that I cannot date


Depression thickens it’s like a cloud 

It blackens the walls it sings aloud 


What is the destiny of my soul I need another to make me whole


But darker still is the time of day

As I reach out for another to complete my days. 

Sunday, 16 October 2022

Black Sheep Broken

Your burning my bridge with my kids in a quest of what you call living. 


Chasing Aces day and night don’t make it right. 


Don’t you ever think, why your repeating your life in this way, back to drink back to a reckless life back to your selfish ways. 


Why don’t you admit you are lost a black sheep in the flock who will never let you integrate  it’s always on your terms only, no bend my way or the high way. 


You may get short term satisfaction but your mind will be torn apart by what you are doing. 


You are broken and I don’t think you can be fixed. 

Wednesday, 5 October 2022

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Left Handers for creativity. Right Handers for stability.  

Saturday, 3 September 2022