The Secret Of My Mystery

Who am I ?

I do not know.

Are my desires hidden ?

Am I a mystery to myself ?

Do I hide away from reality ?

Will I stay unopened on the shelf ?

Maybe I don’t know what makes me tick 

Or is it I’m scared of what it may reveal 

If I am a secret that only I do know 

I won’t hurt the feelings of the ones that make me so.

Will I take my inner depth beyond my given time,,

Or will I let the secret out,

Does  it matter it’s not a crime.

Arousal of my senses stirs confusion in my soul,

But I don’t need to end my mystery,

This is not my ultimate goal.

I may be an enigma,

But I doubt I am unique,

For what I desire within my heart ,

Is what other must surely seek.

This is not a burden,

It remains a mystery to me,

That I have an hidden gift

That I choose to not set free 

Nonsense from the soul

Hey what’s that’s drifting , drifting in the wind. 

There’s another one, another one, it’s a flying kiss.

Take me to the sky where I can fly, I won’t fall , I won’t die. 

Another day without the end in sight

It’s pretty bright but not that light

Break me into pieces and I will float 

It’s like a mirage, it’s coated.

Nonsense is my spiritual soul

I just want to dance and I will not crawl

Take me , see me for I am here , I am there. 

In fact I’m everywhere. 

Are you ready, because it’s been written , and over you I am smitten

If you know that my heart is beating,

I know it is good for you and me to be a cheating

Filthy times filthy days,

Wanna roll like a ball in the snow

Banging over, 

This is the end of this song, for its all finished, its tune is run.

SEX

Everytime I touch you 

Everytime I smell you

Everytime I see you 

Everytime I think of you

It is sex

Everytime I lick you

Everytime I enter you 

Everytime I tease you 

Everytime I beg for you

It is Sex

Everytime you hurt me

Everytime you humiliate me

Everytime you spit on me 

Everytime you cut me

It is sex 

All the scenes of wonder 

All the smells I inhale

All the food I taste 

All the thoughts I crave

All the deadly passions, that stir from within, feed my deadly needs.

It is sex and it will win 

Your look 

AGE RELATED

 Something gonna get you 

That’s  what I always fear 

You never really know when your day is here

I worry when I pee 

I worry when I poo 

I worry when I bang my self 

When is my health check due

Age related illness is a curse as I grow old

I fear my bones are brittle 

And I ll get pneumonia from the cold

As I climb the stairs, I’m out of breath

My knees creak,  I feel  a wreck 

And if my heart goes pop , I’ll hit the deck

What a waste my worries are 

Because  as I crossed the road 

I got hit by a car. 

GOD IS WATCHING

Who dares to kill the unborn ?

Who dares to kill the old ? 

Man’s law and greed is endless

And science is just a game 

Made out to be the only truth 

So the masses follow  it’s claims

When morals are no more

And belief in God is dead 

Sodam and Gomorrah

Is the land that lies ahead 

Evil is an excuse 

To do man’s selfish deeds

As long as his desires are met 

He will always stoop to feed

This diseased eternal earth 

Is plagued by all that’s bad

And as  its fabric  rips and tears

I find it very sad

Unless a change is imminent 

We are dammed for evermore

For if God has no place here 

We will remain rotten to the core

The Birth

Push, push, push the pain is not great,

hours have passed and the baby is late

 

Push push push the gas and air makes me high,

I cannot wait for the babies cry

Now more hours have passed and the baby is late 

Push push push, on each contraction, although labour is long I feel my babies reaction

Push push push the fatigue sets in,

energy is sapped as the  baby still lurks in my depths within

Push push push, I dig deep in my heart,

here comes the head it appears from the dark 

Push push push for the final time,

emotion is released for this is her time . 

Her head does escape and I push once more, 

I forget the pain and the imminent sore 

She slips from my body in one big release and I now know I have conquered, such an amazing feat. 

As the baby is passed to my welcoming breast I am overcome and at the end of my quest.

Tears seep out as life is created,

such love I feel I am so elated. 

Now together as one and bound by love I have my angel, my gift from above. 

LOVERS PARTED

Extreme desire consumes me

It scratches at my heart

I die within a thousand times

We cannot be apart

My mind sends me a mirage 

The trick i do but see 

I reach out to hold you closely

But you evaporate in front of me. 

Time does not reduce my hunger

I lust for you  in sleep

I need to bridge this distance soon

and enter you so deep

I will take and surrender always

For pleasuring  is  my goal

And when you reach your climax

I’ll submit to you my whole

I’ll break your body into raptures

Youll drip from every pore

And as you take what you deserve

You’ll demand  I serve you more

 

Every Day

Everyday and every hour

Beats my heart when you are there

Your eyes are filled with sparkle

 at my heart strings you do tear

You have no jagged edges but you keep me on my toes

And when I see you pretty smile I sink but to my knees 

You are my goddess you are my muse I submit to your command

You are worth the world to me 

I am putty in your hands

I wait each day for the sun to set 

So I can succumb and meet my fate. 

For you will take my passion and 

make me beg and wait

Your worth a million sufferings 

Your scratches mark me so 

 But  I will always love you 

 I’m the arrow to your bow.