The Secret Of My Mystery

Who am I ?

I do not know.

Are my desires hidden ?

Am I a mystery to myself ?

Do I hide away from reality ?

Will I stay unopened on the shelf ?

Maybe I don’t know what makes me tick 

Or is it I’m scared of what it may reveal 

If I am a secret that only I do know 

I won’t hurt the feelings of the ones that make me so.

Will I take my inner depth beyond my given time,,

Or will I let the secret out,

Does  it matter it’s not a crime.

Arousal of my senses stirs confusion in my soul,

But I don’t need to end my mystery,

This is not my ultimate goal.

I may be an enigma,

But I doubt I am unique,

For what I desire within my heart ,

Is what other must surely seek.

This is not a burden,

It remains a mystery to me,

That I have an hidden gift

That I choose to not set free 

Nonsense from the soul

Hey what’s that’s drifting , drifting in the wind. 

There’s another one, another one, it’s a flying kiss.

Take me to the sky where I can fly, I won’t fall , I won’t die. 

Another day without the end in sight

It’s pretty bright but not that light

Break me into pieces and I will float 

It’s like a mirage, it’s coated.

Nonsense is my spiritual soul

I just want to dance and I will not crawl

Take me , see me for I am here , I am there. 

In fact I’m everywhere. 

Are you ready, because it’s been written , and over you I am smitten

If you know that my heart is beating,

I know it is good for you and me to be a cheating

Filthy times filthy days,

Wanna roll like a ball in the snow

Banging over, 

This is the end of this song, for its all finished, its tune is run.

Who is Big Brother ?

The Government no longer controls the crowd

As influencers now sing as loud.

Control has shifted and our Big Brother is unknown,

As propaganda dictates change, and its shape it owns

We all speak our mind and have our say

The worm has turned this is here to stay

Speech is free for the public masses 

Social media now ignores traditional classes

The establishment has had its day

This is now the modern way.

James Larkhill

FAITH IN PRAYER

When I’m in pain I pray

When I’m depressed I pray

When I am worried I pray

When I want something I pray

I expect but do not deny that my faith will always supply, 

A solution to my request

Hope is always there 

I am comforted in my prayer

God  is listening, 

He doesn’t discriminate,

His love is un conditional 

And for this I will await,  

A solution to address my state. 

James Larkhill

SOCIAL MEDIA DESPAIR

An opinion is wasted in these hateful times 

As social media dictates the lines

Herded sheep all sound the same 

Throwing abuse at those who want change

Britain is confused in this propaganda fest 

As there is little to gain from this political unrest. 

Whoever steers the countries boat

Will live and die by a single quote

What an impossible state of afffairs  

Influencers dictate and no one cares

News is spun in a spiders web 

The truth is lost, and the lies have won.