Failed Expression

I’m a dick I’m a tool

I keep trying hard, playing the fool

I fail when i express myself

maybe that’s why I’m on the shelf ?

When I set my heart alight, I convince my self my goal is right 

But I can’t change the winds of time

And all I got left are my words of rhyme

I hurt my self with longing

Its visible for you to see

I can’t hide my inner feelings,

I fail so miserably.

So please forgive my failings

And look into my eyes 

For deep within the blueness

I’m sure that you will see

my hope and expectations 

For you my friend and me.