The Goddess Takes Pleasure

She’ll scratch your face for pleasure

She’ll make you bleed with pain 

She’ll laugh when you are hurting she’ll take you again and again

When she knows that you are fearful

She’ll pounce and tear you apart

And though she loves the hunting

She’ll kill as she throws her dart

She is hotter than burning ice

Mean and cold within 

But her stare will make you shiver

And make you do her thing 

She’ll make you kneel before her

She’ll make you taste her lust

And when she takes her pleasure

She’ll discard you like a crust

Born to be a leader

Intelligent to tbe core

She will never be your plaything 

She’ll never be your whore

When she has broken you into pieces

And taken all she needs

She’ll give you time to heal 

But will return again to feed

You will never escape her passion

For no one else can meet 

The pleasure she will give you 

As you worship at her feet

She’ll stoke your head and heal your wounds 

But her care for you is fake

For this is just a ritual 

As she thinks how she will take

When she looks into your eyes and says I love you so 

You know your days are numbered

For now it’s time to go.

Failed Expression

I’m a dick I’m a tool

I keep trying hard, playing the fool

I fail when i express myself

maybe that’s why I’m on the shelf ?

When I set my heart alight, I convince my self my goal is right 

But I can’t change the winds of time

And all I got left are my words of rhyme

I hurt my self with longing

Its visible for you to see

I can’t hide my inner feelings,

I fail so miserably.

So please forgive my failings

And look into my eyes 

For deep within the blueness

I’m sure that you will see

my hope and expectations 

For you my friend and me.

Love Cracks

I can read your heart and the cracks I will mend with love  

Anarchy with Strawberry

Crazy days with insane actions

No doing life in small boring fractions 

Anarchy thrills, but conformity 

Kills. 

Rules are meant to be broken,

Words are meant to be spoken

I don’t want yes and no ,

I want passion and lust

So safe,so bland , so right 

I want to taste strawberry

So juicy, so fruity, so insane 

I don’t want vanilla again and again

Echo the sound of passion

Rise to the sun with zest 

But never shall I be satisfied 

Until my last breath, I’ll not rest

So seek the best flavours in life

And taste only what tastes sweet

For anything less will not satisfy 

But delay your longing for good.

James Larkhill

STILL SEARCHING FOR LOVE

I never got a hug from my parents, it wasn’t the done thing those days.

I searched all my life for acceptance

I searched all my life for love. 

For Life without love is so empty and the craving can turn to despair.

 I’m not being selfish or needy, I just need to be told 

“I love you”, in a deep and meaningful way. 

Without love there is only isolation and loneliness it plunders deep within.

For love is the spark that lights up your heart and where all you inspiration begins. 

So with hope I’ll continue my journey and maybe some day I do pray , that the one who is meant to love me will pass along my way. 

A Slice of Life

Got to take a piece of your life and slice it away

Got to pick at the bones in a crooked way

Got to dig and dig until it crumbles away 

That’s Time , every minute counts 

That’s Time

Crazy Daisy Saddam Hussain

Dropping bombs like falling rain 

I can’t lose, I can only gain 

That’s Time, every minute counts 

Thats Time

Rolling in at quarter to three 

Hearing sounds from the acid tree

Keeping sleeping dancing free

That’s Time, every minute counts

That’s Time

Broken promises Broken dreams

Known attraction love foreseen

Make a tower of falling cards  

That’s Time, every minute counts

That’s Time

When the reaper knocks and takes my soul

When the memory fades for friend and foe

I will live through legend and myth

That’s Time, every minute counts,

That’s Time

I BELIEVE

I BELIEVE

I believe the earth is flat 

I believe infinity is a myth 

I believe that Australia doesn’t exist 

I believe that  it’s a selfish world

I believe society has broken down

I believe that the masses dictate 

I believe it’s harder to speak and have an opinion

I believe that people don’t have a view they just follow like lemmings 

I believe we have a controlled society

I believe people are scared to be different 

I believe different is what was previously the norm

I believe in Heaven and Hell

I believe in God 

I don’t care what you believe in I just know What I believe in !!!

JAMES LARKHILL 

Amazing K

  

Such a passion I have not seen 

In your love for kids and family

Such a treasure hidden by life 

Needs to be unearthed to fly

And be free.

This is your time, so spend it with me

For what you have given  I will give back to thee 

You are real not a passing ship,

Who could ignore your Lancashire wit.

Blond and blue your eyes are true 

I long for nights to be with you. 

For I have not seen such beauty before 

and I am privileged to share your floor. 

Now bring me a future with you at my side and I will help to turn your tide. 

And on the waves we will swim so high 

And we will laugh until we reach the sky

Alone and Down

I can’t handle being alone . 

This empty house that waits for me

Im so scared when I open the door

The cold the stillness the isolation is raw.

I can’t see a way out soon, as I reach the twilight of my moon 

It is hard to take my time to find to me someone I love, my destiny.

This desolate existence is to some  a way of life

But to me it’s just a reason to slit my wrists , with a knife 

This cruel world awaits my fate

Nobody cares , that I cannot date

Depression thickens it’s like a cloud 

It blackens the walls it sings aloud 

What is the destiny of my soul I need another to make me whole

But darker still is the time of day

As I reach out for another to complete my days. 

CLOSE ENCOUNTER

Black Sheep Broken

Your burning my bridge with my kids in a quest of what you call living. 

Chasing Aces day and night don’t make it right. 

Don’t you ever think, why your repeating your life in this way, back to drink back to a reckless life back to your selfish ways. 

Why don’t you admit you are lost a black sheep in the flock who will never let you integrate  it’s always on your terms only, no bend my way or the high way. 

You may get short term satisfaction but your mind will be torn apart by what you are doing. 

You are broken and I don’t think you can be fixed. 

Who Am I ?

Take my shirt off and stab me in the back 

I know that you don’t want me back,

It hurts and I surrender, my heart is cold drained and discarded

When I was young I never knew how life could be so cruel especially if you act the fool

But I cannot change my spots they are what I am what I have become, not a actor or a puppet not a thing not a muppet.

 I am me unique and different what makes me bad makes me good but this is my undoing my makeup is engrained 

I cannot match expectation for I am who I am and for this I am dammed and hanged on a rope around my neck that tightens to take my breath

 I belong to those who care those who want and love me there, but these are few but loyal to the end, my real, my real, my bestest friends

Reflection in Isolation

Dawn breaks and the curtains of my faith are closed to a world of materialism.

Only on Sunday’s and when I am in need do my curtains open for a while

God gave me time, but I choose how to waste it.

What Jack has, Jill wants, what Jill has Jack wants. What God has is free, his love for you and me. 

Do I make the most of what is offered ? Is this forced isolation my chance to see ? 

Nothing matters when your ill. Not who’s done what and who’s got what. The more ill you get the more desperate the prayer. 

A rich man is less likely to pray for money than a poor man to pray for his basic needs. 

Wealth and Time spent in pointless activity is not an excuse to avoid Gods gift. 

Take heed fellow man it’s time to open up those curtains and take advantage of the offer that lurks within. 

A Regretful Farewell

My razor blade is cutting through my veins I can’t feel no pain, 

I am numb to the feeling 

You have torn my heart blistered my brain.

 It’s all in the cause of sanity

I thought you wouldn’t leave me, my vanity.  

The more you pulled the more I pushed knowing we should have pulled together.

 Rain falls in my isolation I am alone no love,  no sorrow just the memory of your scorn. 

Heaven what have I done I long to see the sun but alas the deed is done 

I was yours but now I’ve gone.

Together for Pleasure

  

Oh sweet taste of your inner most valley awakens the passion in my depressed existence.

My escape from reality is elated by the release in my mind and the release that ruptures an exquisite flow of your passion. 

Lust is greater with your love and reality is in the moment. Two hearts break when we are parted as flowers wilt without the rays of the sun.

Our love will not die if nurtured and caressed with sweet appreciation of what we have and what we share. 

If love is alive our lust will thrive and reinvent itself and grow until the valley of your pleasure is flowing with the warmth

of liquid ecstasy.

Hold Me

Hug me and feel me there,

Hug me because I really care.

Hug me when you feel blue,

Hug me for this love is true.

Bind with me and let’s entwine,

Bind with me it is divine.

Bind with me let us not part,

Bind with me this is the start.

Kiss me slowly with tender need,

Kiss me so I do concede.

Lets make love in all types of weather, 

Let’s make love forever  and ever. 

FLOWER QUEEN

 Snowdrop wave goodbye

Crocus raise your head 

Daffodil brighten the garden 

Tulip fill the bed. 

Oh flowers of spring set the scene

For when you have gone summer will begin.

Wither graciously 

Bow your heads

For the queen of summer 

Is here 

The Rose that is Red

A WORLD PUT ON HOLD

  

 

The elderly and vulnerable sit bewildered, lonely, trapped like prisoners in care home cells or in their houses where only they do dwell.

Teenage frolics and love tails told for years to come, lost to a clock that stopped life moving on.

The loss of work or work from home, this is a shock to many, it’s not our norm.

Masks hide the loneliness and mental turmoil that triggers anger and anguish, our patience wears thin.

Everyone’s normality is different, everything has changed. We grasp onto what we once knew and falsify reality in a dressed-up manikin, a way of comforting us, a way to cope.   

We are rocked by this fear of death, this fear of a shortened life, some continue regardless with an arrogance with the attitude, it won’t be me, but it could be you.

For the first time we are metric, two metres not two yards, but this is lost on many who seem to have no regard.

With no end in sight what will turn on the light? Is this a new norm, should we sit and wait, should we stride out and take our chances and leave selection to the law of fate?

If this was a war we would rise and fight, but we sit and ponder while the enemy gets stronger.

Let’s herd our immunity, mutate our defences from within, stop the waves washing up on our shores.

Let’s defend our future, what we love and know, battle to win our freedom and bring normality back.        

Take the handbrake of the clock, for we don’t want a world that is put on hold.

 

James Larkhill

In The Middle Of The Rainbow There Is No Gold

 

We met in the middle of the rainbow.

The colour was drained from your heart

Then the beat began and lightening struck,

as the music rocked and the disease crawled.

Be dammed into damnation by the infliction

and the cancer that devours.

Chocked by possession, hungry for love,

trapped by conspiracy and guilt from above.

Ice is melting in you veins.

As the atmosphere grows cold and

blood is drained, you constrain happiness,

live in fear, trust not a soul but keep your mind clear.

Bored by existence, you can't walk the right path,

sinking further into a cesspit of despair.

Alone and devoured in a world without care.

Will anybody miss you, when you're no longer there 

Your final downbeat breath is shallow

With no food to feed your mood,

One more quiet retreating heart beat

As your mission does conclude. 

          

The Battle of Isolation

Four walls all around, your freedom is denied.

Staying safe and staying sane is all you gotta do.

All you do is moan, while others dice with death for you

This is not a joy ride,

you're lucky to be alive.

Our Heroes fight the enemy, for hours at a time.

Many wars are fought, with guns and weaponry,

But this cursed enemy is invisible to you and me.

So fight the battle and stay apart,

for the angels do not want to capture no more of your hearts.

Together we should be binded, to fight to win this war .

Let's find an inner hunger, a strength within our core.

If there is no sacrifice, no victory will ensue.

But if the spirit of the nation is ignited

And our efforts are not in vain

The demon we are fighting 

will surely lose his game...